Lackluster attempt

I know I've been gone a while...holidays, weddings, trips, etc, etc, etc. Excuses. The truth is I've been totally apathetic about writing even though I have about 10 posts already brewing in my head.

Today is a particularly sad and lonely day with seemingly no end. So I thought maybe if I do just one thing that I've been putting off, it might be a tiny step out of the darkness. When I write these posts, I think about all the words so carefully, I don't just write freely. I think that is what stops me from posting more often. But today, I'm just writing. This one is for me so it doesn't matter if the grammar is correct or the metaphors clever. I just need to get something up there. Perhaps as a kick start. That would be nice because those 10 brewing posts might actually be pretty interesting.